All take delight in the beauty of the body but all are not stung as sharply, only those that feel the
keener wound are known as lovers. ~Plotinus
Love is sacred. The intimate relationship shared by lovers is distinct. It provides the most transformative interaction humans can experience and provides our greatest commonality. We all need love. And yet—it’s infinitely capricious. How fragile we all are in these moments, the ego laid bare in an attempt to connect—to achieve intimacy. No one escapes this.
A peculiar type of longing overcomes us during certain periods of our lives. It’s as scientific as it is magical. Our pupils dilate, our body’s chemistry changes, and we enter a yearning fog where we’re unable to think of anything except the one we desire. Nothing else matters other than the one. Suddenly, we’ve stepped into a parallel, highly magnetized universe, where everything is amped up, intense. There is a sense of being outside time—a timelessness. This powerful and inexplicable awareness has had poets and artists at work throughout the ages, trying to capture it, and this phenomenon is also what I give voice to in my work.
Figurative images represent ourselves. We empathize with, mentally participate with, or become voyeurs to human likeness. My figures enact feelings around sexuality—loss and attraction—the emotional or psychological elements in a relationship, which are socially central to our existence. I search for answers to the age-old enigma of desire. Why does your heart flutter when one person enters the room, but not for another? The moment is totally within human experience. The sudden recognition in a stranger’s glance that draws you. This vertiginous sensation expressed in the work—we’ve felt often. The darkness of being left, the light of being seen. The longing—all senses alive—the suffering. Hushed. Still. Waiting, as if held enchanted by a spell, all the while eliciting the hidden presence of love.
Wine comes in at the mouth and love comes in at the eye~Yeats
Smoke-like, ethereal, images of lovers’ trysts play perpetually in a sort of film of stills, rolling inside my mind. I previsualize all that I shoot. Glances and glimpses, moments of coming together or being left, are seen as if in a dream—their meaning never quite gelling. Like waking up and having the imagery slip away—yet leave you with a strong overall impression that marks you—a knowing.
I use a Muybridge-esque format to record their movements. The images that come to me are specific. I stage them and shoot them as close as possible to what I have been sent, using people I find on the street. I like putting strangers together in an intimate situation. It adds an interesting tension. There are many aspects of a scene shown. The pace created is essential, varying from a steady pulse beat to a rapidly pounding heart. Each moment is frozen, heightened, charging the atmosphere with anticipation, erotic expectancy, or the yearning sigh of amorous absence.
Locked inside the peculiarly intense psychology of lovers’ states of mind, most often the story is told twice, from differing perspectives (e.g.), as she saw it—and then once again as her lover did. The two versions differ. Memories are not precise, and dreams are obscure. Lies are told. And yet they also intersect—as within the Divine Feminine and Masculine. The pieces are filled with dualism. There is a constant fluidity, a flowing back and forth between male and female. The interplay between pictures—the way shapes mirror each other, one frame to another, one sequence to another, and the way the abstractions reflect the threads of the narrative provided—all are of equal weight to any elements of a suggested storyline. You can be seduced by the formal beauty of my images. (I hope you will be). The sensual shapes and abstract forms of the compositions are my first love. I use their beauty to lure my viewer like a flower lures a bee. Capturing them with an incantation that allows them to leave behind the everyday and slip into a reverie. I want to transport them, but in such a way that they are conspirators. Their participation is absolutely required for the realization of the work. Your vision is restricted to the camera’s viewpoint. The space between the photographs is as significant as the pictures. This is what the viewer brings to my work. The movement between my images takes place inside their minds. They make the jump cuts. It becomes a collaboration—and we hum. A real vibration exists between us.
Thus, each poet owes us his invitation to the voyage. With this invitation we register, in our being, a gentle impulsion which shakes us, which set in motion beneficent reverie, truly dynamic reverie. If the initial image is well chosen, it is an impulsion to a well-defined dream, to an imaginary life that will have real laws of successive images, really vital meaning. The sequence of images, arranged by the invitation to the voyage takes on, through the aptness of its order, a special vivacity that makes it possible to designate…a movement of the imagination. This movement is not just a metaphor. We shall actually feel it within ourselves, usually as a lightening, an effortless imagination of connected images, an eagerness to pursue the enchanting dream. A beautiful poem is opium or alcohol. It is nutriment for the nerves.~Gaston Bachelard, On Poetic Imagination and Reverie
Many allusions are included. Further reflection will open them to you. Slow down and spend some time with my sequences. Dip your hand in my pond, and float slowly off…